Now i realize

you seems different within these couple of weeks. and i'm always wondering why did you change..all of sudden. but than when i'm think about that, i realize perhaps you want to keep a distance between us. not because you hate me, but because you care about our relationship. you don't want both of us getting out of control and do something bad.

you know how i feel when u said  "kita x payah la mesej sangat" " buat apa bergayut hari2.nanty boring"...ect.
i've been heart broken and sad.i thought u hate me and start to feel annoyed with my attitude and behaviour..ye la..i kan macam gedik2 sikit..huhu. however.i realize that you are right. you are super right...you xnak kita boring kan. you xnak nanty kalau dah selalu mesej and call..dah xdk rasa rindu tu.. i got more experience in relationship and u r totally right. if dah selalu mcj and call, nanty dah xdk benda sgt nak smbg n dari situ la jadi quarrel..i'm glad u think that way. even i lagi banyak rasa garam dlm bab ni tapi x pernah terpikir pasal nie..

and my mummy@my bestfriend >> syella << makcik mintak teksi also told me the same thing. the reason you doing that is because you want to take care of our heart and our behavior. so that kita boleh kawal diri kita. kalau nak beromantik ke nak meleleh bagai tunggu dah kawin jer.. hehehe... syella  sebenarnyer yang x sabar nak kawennn...ngeh3.... ok..back to the topics. so basically..u r right... for now.. just besederhana jer. xapayah nak over sangat. kalau ada jodoh ada la...kalau xdk, nak buat mcm mana...berserah jer...

:) maybe because of this i still heart you even jarang mesej and call :).. so sekarang, i xkan bising2 dah if you jarang nak mcj or call. i understand... thanks to syella cause convince me that you did this for a reason..



optimis post. :)